the following 2-3 days, i’m really excited and articulate and tell great stories and all my ideas explode out of my head all at once.
i just made the best analogy about sean.
just being with him is like being with your best friend, watching a movie that’s both of your favorites. so comfortable. open.
being with anyone else is like showing a youtube video you found hysterical to your friend the next day, just being like, “wait, it’s not to the funny part yet,” as they blankly stare at the screen. you’re anxious, you don’t know how to make them feel the way you did, and you feel the pressure to do so.
with sean, we both enjoy the same things so much, we don’t even think to care if the other person is laughing or having a good time, we’re just vaguely aware that we’re both happy.
